Chairman of the Bored by Melzar-Metal-Mouth, literature
Literature
Chairman of the Bored
I will not regurgitate your words.
The spoon fed mush you shoved
Into my ears was spat out of my
Mind months and months ago.
I am not sorry that I see things
Through different eyes, marks after all
Are no true reflection of what is inside
This patchwork nest of a head.
I do not regret being the unexpected.
Sure, it hurts to be put down at
Every second corner, but recognition
Was never truly my aim here.
I cannot forgive the blindness
That has been given reign, you all
Are blinkered by the bricks and blocks
That have been stacked by the board.
I refuse to bluntly run straight into
The wall of your questions, bashing out
My r
Self-assurance_Self-insurance by Melzar-Metal-Mouth, literature
Literature
Self-assurance_Self-insurance
Word have passed on to places unknown.
I mourn their death, for they signal
Times that will never return to me.
Our moments live on in the memories
Insubstantially written in my head.
There are the times of crossed glances,
Where confusion was my middle name.
I wonder now if ever a single one
Even meant anything to you at all.
Brushed fingers left marks that
I wished I could capture on canvas.
I wanted to hang them on my wall,
Although I will remember, regardless, each
And every one, engraved into my heart.
Time can wear away at these places,
But I have no worries. See-
Memories will renew from the heart.
The heart is not
Time has us trapped
We wait, we rush
Standing still, running fast
Time ticks by
And the world spins on
We can't slow it down
We can't speed it up
We can't go back
There is no way out
Time has us trapped
Ein altes lied...
Was bleibt, was uns bleibt,
sind freunde im leben. (Phudys original tekst)
Vieleicht sollte mann in dieser kalten, von Geld beherschten welt gerade auf die Milionen verdiener und ihr lockgeld pfeifen und seinen wertvollsten schatz pflegen^^
If you want to protect something very important to you, do you believe it is important enough to give it all you've got? The real strength lies in your ideals, what you believe in and what you'll do to go were you want.
What brings us to stand on the same ground
where bare toes wriggled against cold bathroom tiles
and bodies pressed together dressed in sweat and dirt
who knows if they felt fear for being what they were
we can only imagine their last thoughts with their last breaths
What runs through minds standing on the grounded cityscape
where once men fell because they couldn't wait any longer
Can't you see, dust was overwhelming and the world watched
with the sick curiosity and anticipation of rubbernecks,
They slow down as they drive past daily car-crashes, tell me
Is it that we sympathise or we are questioning the validity
of this guilty fee
Today I learnt that the spaces between fingers are called taint.
Mine smells of buttery cookie dough as part of the sweetness
that has bonded to the fragile webbed skin joining my digits together.
Underneath each nail dwells my dead skin mixed with gathered dirt.
When I curl into my safety ne(s)t ready to hide in my rest
I notice that somehow the scent of oranges still clings to my skin.
There is something amazing about hands.
You are a word so closely fused with fate, destiny, chance, and sometimes love
The most beautiful word I know
Is it possible not to fear an unknowable future?
Perhaps life is not about knowing, but rather about finding outdiscovering
Maybe it's hints of surprising, unforeseen, partly inevitable circumstances that test our limits of comfort
Tell me, is love properly defined as two lost people thrown together by chance?
Or could it be that they were always meant to find each other?
Did some divine, other-worldly force reach down and gently place these lives on the same path?
Or is it simply destiny that caused these two souls to m